January 2010
16 posts
Sigh, this is just another freewrite. Just so that my mind, just might. Relax a little and release my concentration. Help my emotions go up, and give them rejuvenation. Patience, is a virtue. I’m not here to hurt you. Listen to my words, and maybe then you can undo. The pain inside that’s tangled up and in, killing your emotions like with Jesus and humankind’s sin. You cant...
Jan 29th
Im about to go to leave school early tomorrow, to see what this westboro church shit is about.
Jan 28th
Freewrite.
Shit, fuck, nigga, weed. What does this world really need? All the profanity and vanity, the make up and the lies? Or is all that bullshit just life’s truth in disguise. I don’t know, so how about you tell me. Maybe then, together we can discover and see. Time is ticking, yet we’re still all here. Living in the present, cause its the future that we fear. Knowing that life just...
Jan 27th
I feel motivated, inspired to work harder and harder after seeing you guys today. I know it was just a simple workout, but still. I have a lot to catch up on, and i already know i’m gonna get a lot of shit for it. I’m not gonna let myself, or you guys down though. I have my goals, and i will surpass them. Gossbo, if i make it i’m telling you now. If you’re down to win that...
Jan 21st
wendyylaa: i found out yesterday that tuttimelon has GELATO! :] is it only the one at west portal? cuz..that was so nice gelato i must say… you funnay. im hungry. nom. goodnight (:
Jan 20th
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Writing a song with me brother.
The sun was shining while you were here. When you left it all disappeared. I’m sitting here all alone in this foggy weather. Hope in time it’ll all get better. Every hug, every time we kissed each other goodnight. Just want that one embrace to keep my heart warm inside. I miss your head resting on my shoulder. Now that your gone, its all so much colder. And in one way or...
Jan 15th
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Funass Friday/Saturday
mywoffles: Cops&Robbers, ‘nuff said. 3am donutworld, lets go.
Jan 11th
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Untitled.
I will live. I never know why, its always raining here. But I wont cry. I’ll swallow this pain and fear. A beautiful lie, always changing gears. Cause nothing is real, except the effing haters here. I’m sick and tired of the lies, in disguise. My fist to the heavens, to curse the skies for letting you abuse the view of the public eye. And I will never let you survive. You cant choose...
Jan 6th
I'll keep it short.
I’m angry, furious, and ready to go beserk. I’ve never cried so much in my life. I need a hug and someone to talk to.
Jan 6th
I didn’t get any sleep at all last night. No time, no time. I cant sleep with both of you fucking yelling at each other. What kind of father figure is that, and what kind of mother is that. I swear humanity needs to learn to chill the fuck out. Not over analyze, and just take life step by step, day by day. I know its easier said than done, and practice doesnt always make perfect..but you...
Jan 5th
I’m most definitely tired of being the nice guy. Feelings unspoken, have just awoken. Only to be arisen from the depths of my soul, whilst the outer emotions try to find someone to complete me. I gotta ask for evidence, cause you’re just making me sentimental. I’m going crazy, but maybe i’m just confused. Lost, and out of words. I know you don’t want to settle, but...
Jan 5th
Loneliness is something that i will always fear. Nothing can scare me more than the idea of being alone, living alone, and dying alone. The fact that i was raised with two older brothers means nothing. Maybe to you, thats not loneliness, but to me it is. They would always leave me out of their games, and never let me play. They always had good brother to brother talks while i was left alone. I was...
Jan 5th
This is killing me, i have no motivation. All i have is this damn procrastination. Which isnt going to get me anywhere, or maybe it will? Fuck no it isnt, i just need some damn determination. I need to finish off Larson’s drawings quick and fast. Do a real good job, and then put it in the past. And then maybe get started on that chem project too. Oh fuck, but im on facebook looking at...
Jan 4th
Old: I love.
I love the way you laugh I love the way you care. I love the way you hold me tight, And how your always there. I love it when you call me, Just to say “hey” I love the way your words brighten up my day. I love the way you smile. it just lights up my soul. I love the way you complete me and make me feel so whole. I love it when your with me. Please don’t ever go. You are the...
Jan 3rd
Old. Moon & Sun
You are like the sun. You brighten my day. With everything you do, and all that you say. I’m like the moon, so dark and cold. Without you, in my arms to hold. Like the sun and the moon, we’re so far apart But girl, you’re always here with me. Here in my heart. When i see you, I glow, when you shine on me. Like the sun on the moon, across the mountain and sea. But when we’re together and I kiss...
Jan 2nd
Take you there.
I can show you world like no other. We’re young and restless, but we can get away together. A better place waits for us on the other side. Where the grass is greener, and everything can be left behind. We’ll throw away our lives, just so we wont be apart. There’s no turning back, because you have stolen my heart. Run away from this disaster that they call a city To a place we’ve always imagined...
Jan 2nd